Beaches turks and caicos live cam

Just going through a lot. I’ve had long-COVID two years (but recovering more and more with each passing day), I lost my singing voice (but hope to regain it), and now someone dear to me is gone (someone vile, who used and deceived me, is out of my life).
Some things I like are the Korean show The Sound of Magic, music by the Beach Boys, and all sorts of older video games like Ocarina of Time, Assassin’s Creed, Banjo-Kazooie. I used to (and currently do) sing and play guitar, and I’m learning Japanese.
I’d appreciate someone to keep me company, please. I would be willing to do the same. I just can’t live with the emptiness I currently feel. I was deceived for the last four months. Someone I loved for a year, moved to a foreign country in November, and was never intending to return to me.

Just going through a lot. I’ve had long-COVID two years (but recovering more and more with each passing day), I lost my singing voice (but hope to regain it), and now someone dear to me is gone (someone vile, who used and deceived me, is out of my life).
Some things I like are the Korean show The Sound of Magic, music by the Beach Boys, and all sorts of older video games like Ocarina of Time, Assassin’s Creed, Banjo-Kazooie. I used to (and currently do) sing and play guitar, and I’m learning Japanese.
I’d appreciate someone to keep me company, please. I would be willing to do the same. I just can’t live with the emptiness I currently feel. I was deceived for the last four months. Someone I loved for a year, moved to a foreign country in November, and was never intending to return to me.

He said it during his live twitch stream today and took a minute to send the DM.
He also called JT one of his favorite YouTube creators right before sending the DM.
Can’t imagine the boys turning down Mr. 9/11 himself. Should be a banger. Finally a showdown Balkan vs Turk to settle all the age old debates.

hi y'all! I'm planning a trip to LA/santa barbara in may and I would truly love to take a day to do some beach combing and seaglass hunting. I'm from the east coast but now live in the middle of usa so I am really missing collecting it! does anyone have any recommendations for a beach or two i might want to check out while I'm there? please feel free to private message me too and i promise not to blow up your secret spot :)

You can listen to this post, and listen to my voice, here! https://vocaroo.com/1k9zBxaV29AC
It's been a particularly tough couple of years to be a teacher, but now that we're past spring break, I've been able to catch my breath a bit. Lately I’ve been catching up on reading, workouts, and those recipes I’d bookmarked who-knows-when ago, but I’d like to start catching up on my social and dating life too, and I'm looking for people who want the same.
About Me:

• My hobbies include learning languages, baking, smoking meats, and playing music. The Killers and The Talking Heads are two of my favorite artists.
• I’m a huge fan of theater, anything in the outdoors, and craft beer.
• I’m blonde, 5’10, with green eyes. I have an average build, though I run and workout regularly. I’m told I have a great smile and an even better laugh.
• Slytherin (it’s Pottermore official)
• While I wholeheartedly reject the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator, I’m presumably an INFJ.
• I love to tell terrible jokes and I am liable to keep them coming until you tell me to stop.
• Mountains > Beaches
• Chicago > APA
• Any other style of pizza > Chicago

About You:

• I’d love to talk with someone who is caring, passionate, fun-loving, and spontaneous. Some overlap in our hobbies or interests could be great, too – but over and above all, be you.
• Please be single; I am not looking to get involved with someone already involved with someone else.
• If you’ve read this far, tell me your favorite color in your first message!
• Please be 18+, but beyond that I don’t have an age cutoff provided you and I can have a mature discussion.

About Us:

• I’m looking to make a more-than-friends connection.
• Given the state of the world right now, I’m looking for a connection that’s largely online for the time being, unless we happen to live very close by.
• I’m more than happy to share photos of myself (random selfies throughout the day are fun!) I’m also happy to verify myself and I will ask you to do the same.
• I will never ghost you. Things fall apart; if we don’t work out, I will be upfront about it. I ask that you be willing to do the same should things come to that point.

Looking forward to talking with you soon!

You can listen to this post, and listen to my voice, here! https://vocaroo.com/1k9zBxaV29AC
It's been a particularly tough couple of years to be a teacher, but now that we're past spring break, I've been able to catch my breath a bit. Lately I’ve been catching up on reading, workouts, and those recipes I’d bookmarked who-knows-when ago, but I’d like to start catching up on my social and dating life too, and I'm looking for people who want the same.
About Me:

• My hobbies include learning languages, baking, smoking meats, and playing music. The Killers and The Talking Heads are two of my favorite artists.
• I’m a huge fan of theater, anything in the outdoors, and craft beer.
• I’m blonde, 5’10, with green eyes. I have an average build, though I run and workout regularly. I’m told I have a great smile and an even better laugh.
• Slytherin (it’s Pottermore official)
• While I wholeheartedly reject the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator, I’m presumably an INFJ.
• I love to tell terrible jokes and I am liable to keep them coming until you tell me to stop.
• Mountains > Beaches
• Chicago > APA
• Any other style of pizza > Chicago

About You:

• I’d love to talk with someone who is caring, passionate, fun-loving, and spontaneous. Some overlap in our hobbies or interests could be great, too – but over and above all, be you.
• Please be single; I am not looking to get involved with someone already involved with someone else.
• If you’ve read this far, tell me your favorite color in your first message!
• Please be 18+, but beyond that I don’t have an age cutoff provided you and I can have a mature discussion.

About Us:

• I’m looking to make a more-than-friends connection.
• Given the state of the world right now, I’m looking for a connection that’s largely online for the time being, unless we happen to live very close by.
• I’m more than happy to share photos of myself (random selfies throughout the day are fun!) I’m also happy to verify myself and I will ask you to do the same.
• I will never ghost you. Things fall apart; if we don’t work out, I will be upfront about it. I ask that you be willing to do the same should things come to that point.

Looking forward to talking with you soon!

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6:50PM EST - 7:50PM EST
2.12.2020
WEDNESDAY FEBRUARY 12TH, 2020
DID YOU HAVE A GOOD BIRTHDAY STOSH?
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THE THREE LITTLE CONTEMPORARIES: CHAPTER FOUR: THE ECONOMIC BEAR OF UTTER OF BANKRUPTCY YOUR YOUTH IS A ONE SHOT DEAL. YOU GET YOUR YOUTH, ONE TIME. THIS ONE TIME HOWEVER, LASTS FOR THREE DECADES. YOUR TWENTIES. YOUR THIRTIES. THE FORTIES. BY THE TIME YOU ARE FORTY YEARS OLD, YOU CAN HAVE EVERYTHING YOU HAVE EVER DREAMED OF. THIS IS ENTIRELY UP TO YOU. DESTINY AND FATE GO HAND IN HAND. LISA LEFT EYE LOPEZ BELIEVED FATE IS WHAT HAPPENS AND DESTINY IS WHAT YOU CHOOSE FOR YOURSELF. DESTINY MUST ACTIVELY BE PURSUED, BELIEVED JOSEPH P. KENNEDY SR. DESTINY MUST BE ACTIVELY PURSUED INDEED. YOU MUST ASK YOURSELF, DO YOU WANT THE FATE OF EVERYONE ELSE? IF NOT, STAY AWAY FROM THEM. SOUNDS HARSH. FLOYD MAYWEATHER JR. IS BENEFICIAL TO EVERYONE WITHIN HIS CIRCLE AND OR SPHERE OF INFLUENCE. ON HIS RISE, AND EVEN NOW FROM THE TOP POSITION IN BOXING HISTORY, FLOYD HAD TO NOT ASSOCIATE HIMSELF WITH ANYONE NON BENEFICIAL TO THE JOURNEY. UNTIL THE GURNEY. BIRDS OF A FEATHER FLOCK TOGETHER. SO IF THE BIG BAD WOLF IS ON HIS WAY TO TOWN TO COLLECT ECONOMIC FLESH, OR ACTUAL FLESH, STAY INSIDE. UNLESS YOU DON'T LIVE IN THE ECONOMIC BRICK HOUSE OR ECONOMIC LOG CABIN. UNCLE SAM WILL LOCK YOU UP OVER HIS MONEY. UNCLE SAM IS NO UNCLE I WOULD WANT TO HAVE. UNCLE SAM IS NO UNCLE OF MINE. NO OFFENSE, I AM JUST SAYING. UNCLE SAM IS GREEDY. UNCLE SAM IS TOO OLD TO BE THIS DAM GREEDY. UNCLE SAM, NEEDS TO SIT ON THE PORCH'S ROCKING CHAIR, AND WATCH THE SEAGULLS AND THE PIDGEONS FIGHT AMONG ST THEMSELVES OVER BREAD. INSTEAD, UNCLE SAM IS HIMSELF, STILL FIGHTING OVER BREAD. IS UNCLE SAM A PIDGEON? IS UNCLE SAM A SEAGULL? I DIDN'T THINK SO. ALL I AM SAYING IS WATCHING BIRDS OF NON PREY FIGHT OVER BREAD IS HILARIOUS. UNCLE SAM IS HILARIOUS. THIS IS THE BIG AND BAD WOLF. DO YOU REALLY WANT TO END UP JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE? THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE GET DISTRACTED FROM THEIR LIFE PURSUIT. THE LIFE OF LEISURE IS WHAT THEY PURSUED. ONE OF THE MOST DANGEROUS LIFE PURSUITS TO TAKE ON. THE LIFE OF PLEASURE IS BETTER. FUTURE PLEASURE MUST BE WORKED TOWARDS IN THE NOW. IN THE RIGHT NOW. ON THIS MINUTE, YOU MUST BE ENHANCING YOUR SKILL SET. OTHERWISE, THE BIG BAD WOLF WILL GET YOU ONE DAY. I PROMISE YOU PERSON, YOU DO NOT WANT THIS SCENARIO FOR YOURSELF. I DO NOT WANT THIS SCENARIO FOR YOU EITHER. IT IS A THIRTY YEAR OLD'S MINDSET NATURALLY, THE MINDSET OF LETTING GO INSTANT GRATIFICATION. OUR WORST ENEMY. TO GIVE UP NOW'S OPPORTUNITY FOR ADVANCEMENT IN OUR PERSONAL STUDIES, FOR PLEASURE. THE LESS PLEASURE YOU CAN MANAGE TO HAVE NOW, THE MORE FUTURE PLEASURE YOU WILL EXPERIENCE. ONCE YOU GET TO THIS POINT, THINGS WILL BE MUCH EASIER. YOU DO NOT WANT TO BE THE 65 YEAR OLD SLAVE TO THE AMERICAN FIAT DOLLAR. YOU DON'T EVEN WANT TO BE THE SLAVE TO THE BITCOIN. ASSUMING ONE DAY PEOPLE CAN GET PAID IN CRYPTO. THIS WOULD GENERATE INTEREST ON ANY CHECKS NOT CASHED. IN ITSELF REVOLUTIONARY. ANYWAY. YOU HAVE TO PREPARE FOR THE DAY, THE BIG BAD WOLF COMES KNOCKING AT YOUR DOOR. YOU MUST BE READY FOR HIM. ALL HE WANTS IS HIS MONEY. THE BIG BAD WOLF IS A CONGLOMERATE OF SORTED CIRCUMSTANCES. ONE DAY YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE TO RETIRE. ONE DAY YOU ARE GOING TO WANT TO RETIRE. YOU ARE MOST LIKELY, GOING TO WANT TO RETIRE, BEFORE YOU ACTUALLY DO RETIRE. MEANING, ONE DAY YOU WILL CRAVE, WHAT THESE STORIES OFFER NOW. AN OPPORTUNITY FOR ADEQUATE RETIREMENT ON TIME WITH INTEREST OR AN EARLY RETIREMENT, IF YOU START EARLY ENOUGH. I PROMISE YOU, YOU WILL WANT TO RETIRE ONE DAY. HOPEFULLY ON THOSE DAYS, YOU DO NOT CONSIDER THE FEAT IMPOSSIBLE THUS THE SITUATION HOPELESS. THEN IT MIGHT ACTUALLY BEGIN TO FIT SUCH SCENARIOS. WE ARE HERE TO OFFER HOPE, ADMIRATION AND A SPIIRIT OF OPTIMISM. WE DEDICATE OUR LIFE TO HELPING YOU FIND YOUR WAY OUT OF THE FOREST OF ECONOMIC DESTITUTION. EVER HEARD OF ECONOMICS? EVER HEARD OF PROSTITUTION? NOW HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF ECONOMIC PROSTITUTION? IF NOT, WHAT DOES IT SOUND LIKE? IT SOUNDS LIKE OUR NINE TO FIVE. WE SELL OUR PRESENCE. WE SELL OUR ESSENCE. WE SELL OUR FOCUS. WE SELL OUR ENERGY. WE SELL OUR WORK ETHIC. WE SELL OUR WORTH IN THEIR PURSUIT OF PROFIT. MIXED WITH OUR NEED FOR RENT AND FOOD. THUS ECONOMIC PROSTITUTION. IT'S A REAL THING PEOPLE. YOU NEED SOME HELP. YOU'RE AN ECONOMIC PROSTITUTE. I BET YOU'RE NOT. DON'T GET MAD AT ME, BECAUSE YOU MIGHT BE AN ECONOMIC WHORE. HELL, I MIGHT BE AN ECONOMIC WHORE. I'LL BE HONEST, I AM AN ECONOMIC WHORE. I AM PLEASED TO BE HONEST YET I AM ASHAMED TO SAY SUCH A THING. LIKE TUPAC SHAKUR SAID, EVERYBODY'S GETTING PIMPED. IT'S ABOUT HOW LONG YOU ALLOW YOURSELF TO BE PIMPED. NOW WHO IS PIMPING WHO? WHAT I'M WRITING TODAY, IN SIX MONTHS, WHEN IT COMES OUT, IS WHAT YOUNG ADULTS WILL BE SAYING TO THEIR BANKERS AND THEIR CREDITORS. R.I.P. TO PAC. THE SPIRIT LIVES ON. R.I.P. TO LISA LOPEZ AND FLIGHT KOBE. THE ECONOMIC SYSTEM, IN WHICH YOU LIVE, IS SET UP FOR YOU TO BE BONDAGE TO THE FIAT DOLLAR. THEY WANT YOU BOUND BY THE DOLLAR. THEY WANT YOU BOUND TO THE DOLLAR. THE DOLLAR IS JUST AN INSTRUMENT. THE DOLLAR IS JUST AN INSTRUMENT OF DEBT. THEREFORE YOU MY GOOD SIR ARE BEING PLAYED LIKE A FOOL. WE'RE ALL GETTING PLAYED LIKE A FOOL. THE TIME HAS COME FOR US RISE UP AGAINST OUR ECONOMIC TYRANTS AND GROW OUR OWN FREEDOM TREES. THERE'S AN ECONOMIC REVOLUTION COMING. THE ECONOMIC REVOLUTION IS ARRIVING ON TIME. WE ARE HERE RIGHT NOW, TO OBSERVE SUCH AN ECONOMIC REVOLUTION. ARE YOU READY FOR THE ECONOMIC REVOLUTION? WELL GOOD, YOU BETTER BE. YOU ARE BEST TO BE READY. IF YOU ARE NOT READY FOR THE ECONOMIC REVOLUTION, GET READY TO GET LEFT. OR THEN YOU BETTER GET RIGHT. TIGHTEN UP. EVER SEEN SOMEONE SAVE A BUNCH OF DEFLATING BALLOONS ON A STRING? IT'S CONFUSING. THE ECONOMIC OVERLORDS OF THIS WORLD LAUGH AT YOU. THEY LAUGH AT ALL OF US. THE SHIP IS SAILING IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION OF THE OTHER SHIPS. THEY ARE SAILING IN THE DIRECTION OF A STORM. I JUST CAME FROM A STORM. I KNOW WHAT THE STORMS LOOK LIKE. THE BIG BAD WOLF, IS THE STORM. HE WILL COME AND FIND YOU ONE DAY, TO COLLECT WHAT YOU OWE. THE BIG BAD WOLF IS ALSO YOUR RETIREMENT. WHEN HE COMES, HE WILL WANT TO AUDIT YOUR FINANCIAL LIFE. IF YOU DO NOT HAVE WHAT YOU NEED THEN, HE'S TAKING YOU TO ECONOMIC JAIL. ECONOMIC JAIL, AS IN, SOMEWHERE YOU DON'T WANT TO ECONOMICALLY BE. I WANT TO BE AS HELPFUL TO THE NEXT GENERATIONS AS POSSIBLE. I WANT TO BE AS HELPFUL AS I CAN BE, TO THE PREVIOUS GENERATIONS. I WANT TO HELP MY OWN GENERATION, AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. THIS IS MY WAY OF DOING SO WITH WHAT I KNOW NOW. HOW LONG ARE YOU GOING TO STAY IN THE FOREST? HOW LONG DO YOU WANT TO STAY IN THE FOREST OF ECONOMIC SERVITUDE? I WOULD LIKE TO GET YOU OUT OF THERE, AS FAST AS POSSIBLE. HOWEVER, I REFUSE TO BE EATEN ALONGSIDE OF YOU. FAIR RIGHT? NO? FAIR ENOUGH THEN! WHO ARE YOU, TO ASK OF ME, MY LIFE, FOR YOU DON'T WANT TO SAVE YOURSELF? WHO ARE YOU, TO ASK ME, TO GET EATEN WITH YOU? IN SUCH A CASE, YOU'RE A ONE COURSE MEAL. THIS SCENARIO DOES NOT APPETIZE ME, NOT ONE MORSEL. NOT ONE MORSEL, DOES THIS SCENARIO, APPETIZE ME. SHAKESPEARE. WHAT KIND OF LIFE DO YOU AIM TO LEAD? UNTIL YOU FIGURE IT OUT, STAY TO YOURSELF. ONCE YOU DO FIGURE IT OUT, STAY TO YOURSELF SOME MORE. GET TO IT. GET IT DONE. GO FASTER. GO HARDER. INCREASE YOUR STAMINA. INCREASE YOUR DETERMINATION. INCREASE YOUR INNER DRIVE. INCREASE YOUR ENDURANCE. INCREASE THE VISCOSITY OF YOUR SKIN. I WANT YOU TO LIVE THE LIFE OF YOUR DREAMS. THE LIFE YOU DESERVE TO LIVE. FIRST, YOU HAVE TO EARN IT. I AIM TO HELP YOU EARN IT. YOU HAVE TO WANT IT. PERIOD. I GAVE UP MY SOCIAL LIFE, TO GET OUT OF THE FOREST. I AM CLOSE. WHEN I AM FULLY OUT, I CAN HELP MORE. THIS IS MY WAY OF UTILIZING MY FULL POTENTIAL. JUST LIKE MY DAD ASKED ME TO AROUND THANKSGIVING OF 2019. I PROMISED HIM I WOULD. NOW I AM ABOUT TO CALL HIM. I LOVE YOU. GET OUT OF THE FOREST, SO I CAN HUG YOU. IF NOT, THE HUG MIGHT COME FROM A BEAR. THE ECONOMIC BEAR OF UTTER BANKRUPTCY. THE ECONOMIC BEAR OF UTTER BANKRUPTCY? YES. THE ECONOMIC BEAR OF UTTER BANKRUPTCY, WILL SQUEEZE YOUR WALLET TO DEATH DOES IT PART. ECONOMIC DEATH DOES IT'S PART. 

9:14PM EST - 10:15PM EST
2.12.2020
WEDNESDAY FEBRUARY 12TH, 2020
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THE THREE LITTLE CONTEMPORARIES: CHAPTER FIVE: WHERE PREDATORS GO FOR DINNER

THE HOUSE OF STRAW. THE HOUSE MADE OF STRAW, AS AN ANALOGY TO THE THREE LITTLE PIGS, IS AS FOLLOWS. ECONOMICALLY SPEAKING, WITHIN THE ECONOMIC UNIVERSE OF THE WORLD OF INVESTMENTS, THE HOUSE MADE OF STRAW IS AN ECONOMIC FOUNDATION, OF NO ECONOMIC INVESTMENTS. WORKING FOR A LOW OR HIGH PAYING SALARY, FOR A LIVING. LIVING AS A WAGE SLAVE. THE SLAVE TO THE DOLLAR. THE DOLLAR'S SLAVE. THE DOLLAR'S BEACH. WELCOME TO DOLLAR BEACH. WHERE'S IT'S NOT ALWAYS A BEACH FULL OF DOLLARS. IT'S ACTUALLY YOUR BEACH. YOU MADE THIS BEACH. THIS BEACH ISN'T PLAYING WITH YOU. THIS BEACH, IS OF YOUR VERY OWN CREATION. THE HOUSE MADE OF STRAW IS AN ECONOMIC ABNOMINATION. YOU WANT YOUR FINANCIAL FOUNDATION, AS STURDY AS POSSIBLE. YOUR ECONOMIC FOUNDATION, IS TO BE YOUR SAFE HAVEN. YOUR NEST EGG IS YOUR TOP PRIORITY. IF YOUR NEST EGG IS NOT YOUR TOP PRIORITY, READER BEWARE. YOU ARE IN FOR A SCARE. THE SCARE. THE SCARE OF THE YEAR. YOU'RE IN FOR A DOOSEY. THE DOOSEY. THE DOOSEY, OF A LIFETIME. I AM HERE TO HELP YOU OUT, MORE THAN A LITTLE. MORE THAN A LIKKLE. RASTA MAN. CHECK THE ROSTER MAN. ECONOMICALLY, I AM AN ALL STAR. ALL STARS BREED ALL STARS. ALL STARS NEED ALL STARS. ALL STARS DO NOT BUILD AN ECONOMIC FOUNDATION MADE UP OF NOTHING BUT STRAW. A BUNCH OF HAY AND HEE HAW. IF YOU ARE BETWEEN 17-40, YOU CAN BE SAVED. IF NOT YOU MAY BE STUCK IN YOUR WAYS. YOU CAN SAVE YOURSELF AT FIFTY. IF YOU ARE THIRTY OR TWENTY NOW, WHILE READING THIS, WHY WAIT SO LONG? THE HOUSE MADE OF STRAW IS EQUIVALENT IS WORKING AS A WAGE SLAVE FOR OTHER PEOPLE, YOUR ENTIRE LIFE AND EXPENDING FUNDS ONLY ON DEBT AND PLEASURE. THERE'S SO MUCH DEBT, ALL YOU WANT IN THE END IS PLEASURE. DISTRACTIONS. WORKING FOR SOMEONE ELSE, TOWARDS YOUR GOAL, EARLY ON, IS THE GOAL. THIS WAY, SOMETIME BEFORE RETIREMENT AGE, YOU CAN AND WILL ESCAPE THE ECONOMICAL MATRIX. YOU WANT TO GET OUT OF THE ECONOMICAL MATRIX AS QUICKLY AND AS SMOOTHLY AS POSSIBLE. YOU HAVE TO LOVE YOURSELF. YOU HAVE TO LOVE YOURSELF ENOUGH TO REALIZE YOU NEED TO BUILD THE ECONOMIC STUCTURE OF YOUR DESIRES. IF NOT, THEN YOU ARE POSSIBLY DESIRING OTHER THINGS. THIS IS COOL. THIS IS LITERALLY YOUR LIFE. NOW SOMETIME IN YOUR LIFE, YOU MAY WANT TO RETIRE. ALL I AM SAYING IS IF THIS IS IN FACT THE CASE, YOU MIGHT WANT TO BEGIN THINKING OF SOLUTIONS NOW. WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY TO YOU? WHAT MORE CAN I SAY AYE? YOU'RE GOING TO LOVE ME ONE DAY. FOR ONE REASON. I TOLD YOU STRAW HOUSES ARE WHERE PREDATORS GO FOR DINNER. IT IS A CIRCUS AND A JUNGLE OUT THERE. THE CIRCUS IS WITHIN THE JUNGLE. WE HAVE DISCUSSED SUCH ENVIRONMENTS ALREADY. WE BRING THEM UP AGAIN. WHY? CAUSE MAYBE YOU DON'T LISTEN. IT ISN'T YOUR JOB TO LISTEN. LISTEN TO YOUR HEART. LISTEN TO THE INNER VOICE WITHIN YOUR ESOPHAGUS. THEN REALIZE AIN'T NO STOPPING US. NOW. FOR NOW JUST KNOW, THE STRAW IS NOT MEANT TO BUILD A HOUSE FROM. STRAW GETS WET. MAYBE. I'VE NEVER BEEN AROUND A STRAW HOUSE. A STRAW HOUSE WOULD MAKE ME VERY NERVOUS. I'D BE THINKING THERE WERE LIONS OR TIGERS AROUND. ECONOMICALLY I DO NOT HAVE TO ALERT YOU, YOUR EXPENSES ONE DAY MAY EXCEED THE AMOUNT SUSTAINED BY THE ECONOMIC STRAW HOUSE. GOODNIGHT. NO, WE ARE GOING TO GO IN FOR TEN MORE MINUTES. WE ARE NOT SURE YET IF WE WILL DO ANOTHER SESSION TONIGHT. WE WANT TO TAKE A SECOND TO THANK EVERYONE WHO IS READING THIS MATERIAL. I FEEL COMPELLED TO USE ALL OF MY SPARE TIME TO WORK ON THESE CONCEPTS. I LITERALLY DO NOTHING ELSE. I WON'T FEEL GOOD ABOUT LAYING DOWN UNTIL I'VE WRITTEN FOR A FEW HOURS. 3 MINIMUM. THE NEXT ONE WOULD BE THE THIRD ONE. MAYBE WE SHOULD JUST GET READY TO START THE NIGHT'S THIRD SESSION. 

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11:15PM EST - 11:45PM EST
2.12.2020
WEDNESDAY FEBRUARY 12TH,
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THE THREE LITTLE CONTENMPORARIES: CHAPTER SIX: INVESTING IN OTHER BUSINESSES

THE HOUSE MADE OF STICKS. THE HOUSE OF STICKS IS EQUAL TO THE HIGH PRICED SLAVE. THIS SLAVE GETS MONEY. THIS SLAVES EARNS THE DOLLAR. THIS SLAVE, GETS PAID VERY WELL, TO BE A SLAVE. THIS SLAVE, MAKES SLAVERY LOOK DELICIOUS. FINANCIALLY DELICIOUS. THIS WAGE SLAVE MAKES ECONOMIC SLAVERY LOOK FINANCIALLY DELICIOUS. THAT'S TERRIBLE. HORRIBLE. TERRIBLY HORRIBLE. HORRIBLY TERRIBLE. ALL OF THE ABOVE. WHICH ONE SOUNDS BEST? NONE OF THE ABOVE! THE HOUSE MADE OF STICKS, WILL STICK IT TO YOU ONE DAY POSSIBLY. OR STICK YOU TO IT, THE HOUSE MADE OF STICKS MAY ONE DAY. YOU CAN MAKE THE HOUSE MADE OF STICKS WORK. THE HOUSE MADE OF STICKS, CAN WORK. WE WILL HELP CONVERT STICK HOUSES TO BRICK HOUSES. WE WILL HELP TO CONVERT THE STRAW HOUSES TO THE STICK HOUSES. WE LOVE LIFE. WE WANT NOTHING MORE BUT TO ENGAGE THE TRAVELLING HELPING HAND CHALLENGE. ALL AROUND THE WORLD. ALL AROUND Z'WORLD. THE HOUSE OF STICKS CAN BE CONVERTED TO THE HOUSE OF BRICKS. THE HOUSE OF STRAW CAN BE CONVERTED TO THE HOUSE OF STICK OR BRICK. MAYBE IT CAN BE CONVERTED FROM STRAW TO BRICK DIRECTLY. A DIRECT CONVERSION. THE FINANCIAL CONVERSION. THE DIRECT FINANCIAL CONVERSION. THE HOUSE OF STICK IS WHEN YOU WORK FOR SOMEONE AND NOT ALSO TO YOUR OWN CAUSE. YOU DO NOT WORK SOLELY FOR YOURSELF. SO IN THE BRICK HOUSE, THE OCCUPANTS EITHER WORK FOR THEMSELVES, OR DO NOT WORK FOR OTHERS AT ALL. THEY EITHER ARE ENTREPRENEURIAL, BUSINESS MINDED SOLE PROPRIETORS, OR THEY ARE FINANCIALLY LEVERAGING INVESTORS OF MANY VARITIES. THERE ARE ONLY A FEW PATHS IN LIFE TO TAKE TO GET INTO THE BRICK HOUSE, YET INSIDE THERE ARE MANY ROOMS TO EXPLORE. THERE ARE MANY WAYS TO BUILD MORE AND MORE BRICK HOUSES, ONCE YOU FIGURE OUT A VIABLE WAY TO LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST BY GETTING YOUR EARNING POWER UP. THE STRAW HOUSE DOESN'T BELONG TO THE STRAW MAN. YOU WANT TO OWN YOUR OWN BUSINESS, SO YOU BRING IN YOUR OWN FUNDS. YOU WANT TO OWN YOUR OWN SCHEDULE. TO DO SO, YOU NEED TO EARN ELSEWHERE, ENOUGH TO SATISFY ALL DEBTS. WHATEVER ELSE ACCRUED, ARE THE PROFITS. IF YOU DON'T OWN YOUR OWN BUSINESS, WHETHER YOU DO OR DO NOT WANT TO, ONE DAY, IT IS IMPERATIVE YOU INVEST IN SOME SORT OF BUSINESS. SAY YOU WANT A BUSINESS AND HAVING $100K WOULD MEET YOUR START UP GOAL. FIGURE OUT A WAY TO INVEST IN OTHER PEOPLE'S BUSINESSES SOMEHOW, SO YOU ARE FINANCIALLY ENTITLED TO RETURN ON INVESTMENTS. THIS IS THE ECONOMIC FOUNDATION IN FRONT OF YOU. THIS IS YOUR CHANCE TO DO WHAT MAY HAVE NOT BEEN DONE TO THIS DEGREE. CERTAINLY, NOT BY AS MANY PEOPLE WHO MAY END UP READING THIS MATERIAL. THE ONLY THING I CARE ABOUT IS UTILIZING MY FULL POTENTIAL. ONCE YOU UTILIZE YOUR FULL POTENTIAL, OR AT LEAST JUST BEGIN TO, THE PATHS FOR MAKING YOUR WAY FROM THE ECONOMIC FOREST OF DESTITUTION, GROW MORE VISIBLE. AKA SIMPLE. MOST PEOPLE HAVE SOME SORT OF BUSINESS THEY WOULD START. BY INVESTING IN OTHER BUSINESSES, YOU CAN ONE DAY SOON HAVE WAY, WAY, WAY, MORE MONEY THAN YOU EVER TRULY THOUGHT POSSIBLE. BUT IF THAT IS SO, THEN THAT IS SO A LIE. WE CAN MANIFEST IN OUR REALITY, WHATEVER WE DEEM POSSIBLE. AS LONG AS YOU CAN HONESTLY BELIEVE IT POSSIBLE, FOR YOURSELF, YOU WIN. I DO NOT WANT TO SAY THE WORD AGAIN. I SAID IT ONCE. ONLY ONCE. FOR EMPHASIS. AND THE WAY I SPEAK AND BETRAY YOUR PERCEPTION OF SOMEONE MY COMPLEXION. A LONG TIME AGO. 

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5:05PM EST - 5:30PM EST
2.13.2020
THURSDAY FEBRUARY 13TH, 2020
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THE THREE LITTLE CONTEMPORARIES: CHAPTER SEVEN: THE PIRATE AND HIS BOOTY

THE HOUSE OF BRICKS. THE HOUSE OF BRICKS IS THE BEST HOUSE MATERIAL. THE ECONOMIC FOUNDATION YOU SET UP FOR YOURSELF AND YOUR FAMILY, IS TO BE SOLID. BRICK SOLID. I AM HERE FOR YOU. I DO NOT WANT THE BIG BAD WOLF TO GET YOU. THE HOUSE OF BRICKS IS THE EASIEST HOUSE TO BUILD. THE HOUSE OF BRICKS IS ALSO THE HARDEST HOUSE TO BUILD. IT IS IN YOUR BEST INTEREST TO REALIZE YOUR TOP PRIORITY IS BUILDING YOUR OWN BRICK HOUSE. IF NOT, THERE ARE SO MANY WAYS THE WOLF CAN GET YOU. THE WOLF CATCHES THE SLIPPING. SO DO NOT GET CAUGHT, SLIPPING. YOU SLIPPING? YOU FALLING? YOU CAN'T GET UP? WOLF! WOLF! WOLF! HE'S OVER HERE. COME GET 'EM. WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY? YOU WANT ME TO BE ON YOUR SIDE? ARE YOU EVEN ON YOUR OWN SIDE? ARE YOUR ECONOMIC ACTIONS IN YOUR BEST INTEREST? ARE YOUR PRESENT ACTIONS SUITED TOWARDS YOUR GOAL LIST? WE ALL HAVE TO DEDUCT THE WEAKEST PERSONALITY TRAITS WE POSSESS, IN ORDER TO BUILD THE ECONOMIC FOUNDATION OF THE BRICK SOLID HOUSE. EVEN THE ECONOMIC LOG CABIN IS WONDERFUL. EQUAL TO THE BRICK HOUSE. THE WOLF ISN'T GETTING INTO ANY LOG CABIN. I AM NOT EXEMPT FROM ANYTHING I WRITE. I CAN BE A VICTIM TO THE BIG BAD WOLF AS WELL. THAT'S WHY I HAVE NO SOCIAL LIFE. I'LL BE DAMMED. I'M GOING TO PUT AS MUCH EFFORT AS I POSSIBLY CAN TO GET OUT OF THE ECONOMIC FOREST OF SLAVERY. BAD ECONOMIC HABITS WILL ONLY HELP TO KEEP US ENSLAVED IN THE FOREST. THE FOREST OF ECONOMIC ENSLAVEMENT. WE HAVE TO LOOK INTO THE FUTURE, OUR FUTURE. WE HAVE TO PURSUE WHAT WE WANT FOR OUR LIVES. WE DESERVE OUR DREAMS. WE ARE WORTHY OF THE DREAMS. I LOVE YOU. I WANT YOU TO GET OUT OF THE FOREST OF ECONOMIC DISSEMINATION. (6:00PM EST - 6:41PM EST 2.22.2020) THE HOUSE OF BRICKS IS EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANT. THE HOUSE OF BRICKS IS EXACTLY WHAT YOU NEED. YOU CRAVE THE HOUSE OF BRICKS. THE HOUSE OF BRICKS. EVERYTHING AND MORE. WHAT EVER YOU WANT FROM YOUR LIFE, THE HOUSE OF BRICKS WILL GET YOU THERE. OR MAYBE THE HOUSE OF BRICKS IS WHAT YOU WERE AFTER, ALL ALONG. PERIOD? PERIOD. THE HOUSE OF ECONOMIC BRICKS. THE ECONOMIC HOUSE OF BRICKS. ECONOMIC BRICK HOUSES. DOES IT NOT SOUND JUST NICE? THE HOUSE OF BRICKS IS WHERE YOUR INVESTMENTS RETURN. THE HOUSE OF BRICKS IS WHERE YOUR INVESTMENTS PAY YOUR BILLS. ALL OF THEM. EVERY SINGLE ONE. IN ADVANCE. MANY TIMES OVER. THE ECONOMIC HOUSE OF BRICKS IS WHERE YOUR RETURNS ON INVESTMENT ARE INVESTED INTO OTHER INVESTMENTS. OTHERWISE YOU PAY TAXES ON IT IMMEDIATELY. THE ABC BOYS ARE PART OF THE BIG BAD WOLF SYSTEM. THEY WILL BLOW YOUR HOUSE DOWN. I WILL PAY THE IRS EVERY DOLLAR I OWE THEM, FOR USING THEIR MONEY. THEIR CURRENCY. IT IS NOT MINE. IS IT MINE? NO. I DID NOT THINK SUCH THINGS. THE ECONOMIC HOUSE OF BRICKS, IS WHERE YOUR INVESTMENTS CREATE GENERATIONAL WEALTH. LET'S GET IT. THE ECONOMIC HOUSE OF BRICKS IS WHERE YOU ENJOY THE RETURN ON INVESTMENTS. THE ECONOMIC HOUSE OF BRICKS CREATES MORE ECONOMIC BRICKS. THE ECONOMIC HOUSE OF BRICKS IS WHERE WE WANT TO BE. PERIOD. FINANCIAL ILLITERACY IS THE SCARIEST CONCEPT TO ME. EVER. WHY? IF I DON'T FIGURE HOW TO RETIRE MY ECONOMIC WOES, I WILL FOREVER BE SUBJECTED TO ECONOMIC WOES. ECONOMIC WOES SEEM TO BE WOVEN, INTO THIS FABRIC OF REALITY. HAVE YOU EVER EXPERIENCED ANY ECONOMIC WOES? HAVE YOU EVER? NOT HAVING THE BRICK HOUSE JUST TERRIFIES ME. I WOULD WAKE UP FROM MY SLEEP AND THINK "WE HAVE TO GET US, OUR FREEDOM." ECONOMIC FREEDOM. GIVE US, US FREE. GIVE US OUR FREEDOM. WE MUST BUILD OUR ECONOMIC FREEDOM FOUNDATION, OURSELVES. WHAT DOES THE PIRATE THINK ABOUT ALL DAY LONG? WE HAVE TO KEEP OUR MIND'S EYE ON THE TREASURE. EVERY STEP MUST BE ON THE MAP. THE TREASURE MAP. THE ECONOMIC HOUSE OF BRICKS IS ALL I THINK ABOUT. IT WILL CREATE BRICKS FOR EVERYONE I LOVE AND HOLD DEAR. THEN I KNOW, I HAVE ENOUGH FOR ME, WHILE I AM HERE. I FEEL AN EXTREME DEBT TO THE COSMOS, THE UNIVERSE, GOD. EVERY ASPECT OF LIFE I DON'T KNOW ABOUT. THE ENERGIES OF LIFE HAVE BEEN VERY NICE TO ME. I'VE SEEN MOST OF MY DREAMS BLOSSOM BEFORE MY VERY EYES. NOW THERE'S JUST ONE MORE DESIRE I WOULD LIKE TO ATTAIN. THE ECONOMIC PORTFOLIO. SO MY FAMILY AND MENTOR AND EVERYONE I LOVE IS GOOD. FROM THERE I CAN SPEND THE REST ON THE WORLD. 

2.22.2020
SATURDAY FEBRUARY 22ND, 2020
9:43PM EST - 10:23PM EST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ITEONNA BELL
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THE THREE LITTLE CONTEMPORARIES: CHAPTER EIGHT: A BIILION IN AIR

THE BIG BAD WOLF SYSTEM. THE BIG AND BAD WOLF SYSTEM, IS COMPRISED OF MANY THINGS. VARIOUS ELEMENTS ARE CONTAINED WITHIN THE BIG AND BAD WOLF SYSTEM. THE BIG SYSTEM. THE BIG WOLF. THE BAD WOLF. THE BIG BAD. THE WOLF SYSTEM. THE SYSTEM OF THE WOLF SOUNDS TERRIFYING, OR DOES IT NOT? THIS IS THE MOST SUSPENSEFUL PART OF THE STORY. WHAT IS THE BIG BAD WOLF? THE BIG BAD WOLF SYSTEM IS MADE UP OF THE LIST OF CONSEQUENCES OF FINANCIAL ILLITERACY. THE BIG AND BAD WOLF, CAN EAT ANY OF US UP, AT ANY GIVEN TIME. UNLESS IT WERE INCAPABLE OF FINDING US. TAX EVASION BRINGS THE BIG AND BAD WOLF. NOT PAYING RENT OR BILLS BRING THE BIG AND BAD WOLF. NOT KNOWING HOW TO DOUBLE THE DOLLAR LEGITIMATELY, WILL ULTIMATELY BRING ONE FACE TO FACE TO WITH THE BIG AND BAD WOLF. THE WOLF CAN BE PAID OFF. IT IS ACTUALLY THE WOLF'S CURRENCY IN THE FIRST PLACE. THE WOLF JUST WANTS WHAT IS HIS. IMAGINE IF THEY STARTED CHARGING COLD HARD CASH MONEY JUST TO BREATH AIR. MAYBE DR. SUESS WAS RIGHT. MAYBE THE ONCELER WAS AN OMEN OF FUTURE PROPORTIONS. PROPORTIONS? AIR? IF THEY CHARGED $30 PER HOUR FOR THE DAILY AIR SUPPLY, HOW MANY PEOPLE WOULD YOU BE ABLE TO SAVE? COULD YOU EVEN SAVE YOURSELF? WE WOULD ALL GO BANKRUPT. UNDER THOSE CIRCUMSTANCES, ANYONE UNDER BANKRUPT IS PRESUMABLY MISSING WITHOUT AIR. PERIOD. ARE WE PREPARED FOR THE DAY THE BIG AND BAD WOLF START CHARGING FOR AND THEN COLLECTING AIR? HOW MANY BOTTLES OF AIR WILL YOU HAVE? HOW MANY AIR TANKS WILL YOU BE SELLING? HOW MANY AIR TANKS WILL YOU EVEN HAVE? WILL YOU EVEN HAVE ENOUGH AIR TANKS TO SELL? COULD YOU EVEN AFFORD THREE MEALS PER DAY AT $30 PER HOUR FOR AIR ALONE? I'M TERRIFIED. ONE DAY THEY MAY CHARGE YOU FOR AIR. I WON'T BE HERE WHEN THEY START CHARGING YOU FOR AIR. IF I AM HERE WHEN THEY START CHARGING US FOR AIR, I BETTER BE A BILLIONAIRE. I TELL YOU THAT. OH BOY I DO TELL YOU SO. A SINGLE MAN ALONE, UNDER THOSE CIRCUMSTANCES OF CASH FOR AIR, WOULD BE PAYING THOUSANDS FOR AIR. ONE EXPENSIVE TICKET. ONE EXPENSIVE BOTTLE. THIS IS A BIG AND BAD WOLF SCENARIO. PICTURE ALL OF THE ECONOMIC WOES COMBINED, AS THE BIG AND BAD WOLF. IMAGINE THE COMBINED ECONOMIC WOES, AS THE BIG AND BAD WOLF, CHARGING FOR AIR. COULD YOU AFFORD $30 PER HOUR FOR AIR? HOW MANY AIR HOURS WOULD YOU HAVE ON DECK? OTHERWISE WE WOULD NOT EVEN BE ON THE DECK ANYMORE. IT WAS A COLD WORLD AND THEN ONE DAY THEY START CHARGING FOR AIR. THEN THE WORLD WAS COLDER. IMAGINE THE $30 PER HOUR AIR SUR CHARGE, AS FUTURE REPRESENTATIONS OF ECONOMIC WOES. RETIREMENT. GROWING TO RETIREMENT AGE. THE ELDERLY YEARS. HOW MANY STACKS WILL BE IN THE BAG, WHEN THE DIAPER IS FULL? HOW MANY NURSES CAN YOU PUT ON THE PAYROLL? CAN YOU BUY YOUR OWN NURSING HOME BEFORE RETIREMENT AGE? IF YOU OWN IT, THEY MIGHT TREAT YOU BETTER. HAVE YOUR OWN SUITE EQUIPPED WITH ART STUDIO. GO CRAZY IN THE STUDIO ALONE BUT SURROUNDED BY NURSES. BEAUTIFULLY INTELLIGENT NURSES. CARING NURSES. YOU PAY THESE NURSES VERY WELL. NURSE KAREN GETS PAID TO CARE INSIDE. YOU SLEEP IN A PADDED ROOM. JUST TO REMIND YOURSELF YOU HAVE FINALLY GONE CRAZY. SLEEP ON ANY SPOT YOU WOULD LIKE. THE SCARIEST THING ABOUT THE ECONOMIC SLAVERY WE ARE LIVING IN, IS IT DOES NOT JUST GO AWAY. WE MUST DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. WE MUST DO SOMETHNG ABOUT IT, BEFORE THE BIG AND BAD WOLF ARRIVES, TO COLLECT THE DEBT. THE DEBT BISCUIT IS HIS AND HE IS VERY HUNGRY. "HIM SO HUNGRY". OH SO HUNGRY. 

11:05AM EST - 11:57AM EST
2.23.2020
SUNDAY FEBRUARY 23RD, 2020
HAPPY 10TH BIRTHDAY TO MY NEPHEW, QQ
QUE HARRIS JR.

28M.
I've had a lifelong fear of flying that feel well-prepared to take head-on, especially the fear I've had around taxiing and takeoff. I've flown before, but it's gotten harder to get through the process without running out of the airport dizzy, panicked and overwhelmed by guilt in the past few years.
Specifically, I took a program called SOAR designed to help fearful flyers manage their fight/flight responses around takeoff and aviophobia, or fears when the plane is in the air. I felt confident in the last few weeks that I could do this.
But as I lay on my side writing this, I realize I was completely unprepared for the anticipatory anxiety ahead of the flight.
I woke up at 4 am this morning in a cold sweat. My extremities were numb. I couldn't get a 10-minute patch of sleep in without my stomach seemingly twisting into knots. The last 17 hours has been a waking nightmare of existing in a moderate to strong panic attack state. My appetite is nonexistent. I'm barely able to drink water. Every nerve in my body is screaming at me to tell my friends that I can't go on the spring break trip we planned.
It's crazy, I'm a grad student and I have never felt as tired as I do now just spending this day holding myself back from tears and a full breakdown.
I'm so tired that a beach doesn't sound nice right now. I just want to curl up in my bedroom with no direct sunlight, to sleep, to cry, to indulge in self-hatred for having a response this extreme to something so commonplace in life for a lot of people. A vacation is the one thing I need right now, but trying to take one via flying has destroyed me. I'm lucky that I had nothing to do today, because it was not going to get done.
I don't know if this thread is a message in a bottle, but it helps to get it out. If anyone has been in a similar situation, I'd love to hear it.
I still want to fly, deaparately. It's one of the big things keeping me from living my life on my terms. But having to spend almost 48 hours in utter hell is not worth it.

My sister is a train wreck and her son (my nephew) who is now 17 but intellectually disabled has been in and out of CPS care a long time. At one point my mom had custody but she’s no longer living. Here’s the situation: last week my sister told my nephew they were going to the beach for spring break. They get to the beach which is about an hour drive from where they live and she gives him 2 towels and said she was going to find a spot to park and to find them a spot on the beach. Then she just drove away and left him there!!!!!
He had no money, no phone (she stopped paying her side of the bill which we share so our oldest sister had cut her off). He said he hung around until it got dark an then tried to talk to people but no one would talk to him. He then happened to find a police officer. The police took him and called CPS and CPS took him back home (an hour away) around 5am. I find out about this because I got a call from the police around midnight asking if I could get him (I live about 3 hours from the beach) because my sister wasn’t answering the phone (because it got cut off).
It turns out they already had a CPS case open because she had not picked him up at school about a month ago and he tried to walk home on a busy street but was picked up by the police and they took him home and gave her a warning not to do it again.
I told the caseworker that she’s not taking care of him and I don’t know why CPS keeps bringing him back to my sister when she keeps doing crazy things. We think she’s doing it because she met this new guy who is always fighting with him and wants him gone. Is there something I can do to make CPS take responsibility for him?
I guess they don’t care because they figure he’s old enough to take care of himself but his mental capacity is more like a 6 year old.
I would tell him he can live with me except I work very long hours (I am almost never home) and I am not much older than him. And, I know my older sister won’t take him because she has 3 little kids and he has a criminal record. There’s not really anyone else in our family.
Thoughts??? I live in Texas in case it matters.

You can listen to this post, and listen to my voice, here! https://vocaroo.com/1k9zBxaV29AC
It's been a particularly tough couple of years to be a teacher, but now that we're past spring break, I've been able to catch my breath a bit. Lately I’ve been catching up on reading, workouts, and those recipes I’d bookmarked who-knows-when ago, but I’d like to start catching up on my social and dating life too, and I'm looking for people who want the same.
About Me:

• My hobbies include learning languages, baking, smoking meats, and playing music. The Killers and The Talking Heads are two of my favorite artists.
• I’m a huge fan of theater, anything in the outdoors, and craft beer.
• I’m blonde, 5’10, with green eyes. I have an average build, though I run and workout regularly. I’m told I have a great smile and an even better laugh.
• Slytherin (it’s Pottermore official)
• While I wholeheartedly reject the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator, I’m presumably an INFJ.
• I love to tell terrible jokes and I am liable to keep them coming until you tell me to stop.
• Mountains > Beaches
• Chicago > APA
• Any other style of pizza > Chicago

About You:

• I’d love to talk with someone who is caring, passionate, fun-loving, and spontaneous. Some overlap in our hobbies or interests could be great, too – but over and above all, be you.
• Please be single; I am not looking to get involved with someone already involved with someone else.
• If you’ve read this far, tell me your favorite color in your first message!
• Please be 18+, but beyond that I don’t have an age cutoff provided you and I can have a mature discussion.

About Us:

• I’m looking to make a more-than-friends connection.
• Given the state of the world right now, I’m looking for a connection that’s largely online for the time being, unless we happen to live very close by.
• I’m more than happy to share photos of myself (random selfies throughout the day are fun!) I’m also happy to verify myself and I will ask you to do the same.
• I will never ghost you. Things fall apart; if we don’t work out, I will be upfront about it. I ask that you be willing to do the same should things come to that point.

Looking forward to talking with you soon!

An author's note: Please read this post in it's entirety before you message me, I've added a follow up to answer most of the basic questions I've been asked over the last 3 years since I started posting my AD.

All my previous iterations were mostly about what role I could fulfill; and while this mostly still is true, walking amongst the elites the last week has opened my eyes... I'm looking for a complacent trophy to put on full display. Arriving to this city I already had a deep... Passion for power, governance; and just over all domination -- Washington DC fulfills my lust, and thirst for both political power, and monetary gain. Now I want, not need an adequate toy to share this experience with. Before I was playing conservatively; not anymore,
I've allowed my ego to rampant and on auto-pilot; thus far everything is according to design.
I'm as amoral as they come; I will eviscerate my way to the top of the governmental, and corporate ladder(s). I'm a retired hacker that has realized my full potential is being squandered away, so I'll begin to kick in the doors of 3 letter agencies until recruit me; or I die trying.
I've come to the conclusion that you need to make an impression with these sort of things, so I'm going to just let my words flow freely. So here we go:
Basics:
Height: 5'7
Weight: 175, could stand to lose a few lbs to get my abs back.
Eyes: Brown eyes.
Hair: Long curly brown hair (think Slash Rose's illegitimate son.)
Race: White.
Ethnicity: Hispanic (Cuban.)
Languages: Spanish, English, Sign-language.
Profession: Network Engineer in NW DC.
Religion: Agnostic.
A little about me:
I like long walks on the beach, sunsets, oh did I mention that I'm a sadist, and that I'm utterly insane?
I've been called a silver tongued devil; Quick witted, charismatic, with just the right amount of sarcasm.
Hobbies: Not being bored, it's a lot harder than it sounds. I enjoy learning/conversing about The Universe/space, science, and technology. I was quite nomadic in my 20s, having visited two different countries, lived in over 17 states, visited over 38.
Music: I'm more of a rhythm of the beat type of person vs. lyrics, but generally I've found myself to enjoy electronica. Definitely like a lot 80s synth pop, but again, this is just the preference, not really against the rest of the genres.
Shows: Billions, Game of Thrones, Breaking Bad, Board Walk Empire, Billions, Rome, Deadwood, Halt and Catch Fire, The Sopranos, South Park, Mad Men, Dexter,
Movies: Beetlejuice, Brain Scan, Dr. Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb,
"What are you looking for?"
Well I can encompass a Master, a Dominant, or a Daddy, so it's really what can I provide for you?1
"How is such a thing possible?" Antisocial Personality Disorder (3.4 for those interested.)
"Why was it necessary to mention that?" To give credence as to how I can, and have been all aspects of Dominance.
"Monogamy or polyamory?" Favoritism towards polyamory, but seeing as it's rare to find multiple partners that allow me to explore my more sadistic side without tension, and/or drama, I'd go with monogamy if the individual allowed me to be depraved.
Preference in the following order: Slave, submissive, little (I will explain further below.)
Kinks: Sadism, TPE, CNC, bondage, degradation, humiliation, knife play, rope play, rape/abduction play, choking, impact play, spanking, hair pulling (I think you get the idea by now, there are still far more, here's a more comprehensive list.)
Experience: 15+ years.
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So about that whole preference thing, as I am on the ASPD spectrum I'm capable of fulfilling whatever role(s) are required of me to get what I want. So let me explain further, I'm openly telling you far ahead of time that I lack emotions and empathy, with the hopes that me giving you the illusion of whatever it is you require, will be met with reciprocation of the kinks we can agree upon. This is where the waters get muddied for little's, I can definitely treat you like the princess you want to be, without all the douche-baggery you'll deal with as people tugging at your heart strings. Plenty of people around here pretend to be Daddies and will leave you absolutely heartbroken. Tired of games? Tired of bullshit? Well here's someone willing to give you all the care, attention, and affection you desire without any hassles.
"Why would you want to be a Daddy Dom given your lack of emotions, and empathy?"
I am a social chameleon. I've been perfecting my art for the majority of my life, I like the challenge. I like to learn people and, give them what they want with the idea that I get what I want in the end, it's called a social transaction. I know what respect is, and I believe I need to write a little about this. Once we've discussed clear limits, and terms, they shall not be crossed, it's counter productive for me to lose my play thing(s). I can be fiercely territorial of all my possessions, that includes the individual(s) I'm involved with, what is mine will be protected, whether you're a slave, a submissive, or a little.If you want someone to completely treat you like trash, I'm more than willingly to oblige, if you need a savior and a protector, well I can do that too. I'm able to encompass what is required; a means to an end.
"What are you looking for in a submissive?" I'd like it to extend outside of the bedroom, but if it doesn't, whatever, I'm not going to repeat myself, so hopefully you've read this in it's entirety.
"What are you looking for in a slave?" Mostly aesthetics, and objectification. Of course I'd expect loyalty, servitude, and there's a plethora more, but I don't feel I need to be too descriptive on this part.
Now that I've written a fucking novel about myself, let's get to you....
Age: I prefer them younger (18+) , but have dated women as old as 45; generally if I find you attractive, I won't care.
Height: the shorter the better, but I've dated women taller than myself, not a deal breaker.
Weight: I'd like someone on the smaller side, a few extra pounds will be acceptable, but no one overweight please, just not my thing.
I will list things below in order of preference, not necessarily a disqualifier. (This is only opinion, not a rating system.)
Race: White, but as long as I'm attracted I won't care, I don't discriminate.
Ethnicity: N/A read above.
Language(s): The more the merrier, accents are a huge plus, whether a southern drawl, or other.
Religion: I'm completely open to allowing you to practice whatever you'd like, just don't expect me to participate; I can be respectful of your beliefs, as long as you're respectful of mine, I am a man of science, The Universe is my religion (so to speak.)
Eyes: Blue, green, hazel, brown (If you have Heterochromia iridum you move to the front of the line, I like mutations.)
Hair: The longer the better, no preference as to style, as for color: I prefer true blondes, redheads, dirty blondes, and then brown.
Tattoos: Sure, whatever, as long as it's not overwhelming or flat out tacky, in this day in age it's harder to find someone with none, so as the trend follows above.
Piercings: Depends, some people can pull off septum piercings, but I personally dislike them, so if it compliments your facial features, sure why not. But there is definitely a breaking point where it becomes overwhelming and you just look like Hellraiser.
Education: Strong preference towards educated women, this does not necessarily mean academics, open to all.
Profession: No preference, but I do tend to like women in psychology (I have my reasons.)
Personality: If I have to learn "your" pronouns, or apologize for my "white male privilege" you can fuck right off; I don't care about politics.
Children: Strong preference in favor of not having them, unless we never intend to meet, or you don't expect a level of commitment from me to them, then I don't readily care, non-factor. To explain a tad bit, it isn't that I can't, I just would rather not raise children, I have too many plans in life that children would derail, maybe later.
If you're interested in communicating further, I prefer talking on these platforms and in this order: Discord, WhatsApp, Reddit Chat\, Skype, Kik,* open to other forms of contact.
\Reddit Chat isn't the same thing as their mailing system, just an FYI.*
Go ahead and shoot me a message, I'm waiting.
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An update:
Well just to filter some things out, since I get this so many times... I will not be putting a big editorial process to this update(I say this now, after already re-reading, and editing a minimum of 5 times; I'm a slave to my own perfectionism,) so if you mostly have questions about me, ASPD, and things of the like, read this before you message me.
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While I absolute love to talk about myself because I'm just such a narcissistic-hedonist, I also do get bored of repeating myself, even if it is a new person. As such read everything in it's entirety before you message me, as I'm going to entertain less, and less messages about me, and not what I'm seeking, I'd rather focus on only replying to potential partners, and absolutely nothing else, that being said if anything I have not covered in this update, or post still burns an answer from you, by all means message me.
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"Were you formally diagnosed?"
I get asked about this A LOT, I'm not going to go into very many details, suffice it to say, yes, but it's been labeled as a misdiagnosis, all you need to know is I score high, and I do the things you'd expect, the pyromania, the violence that is actually associated at early age, the works, I'm not comfortable giving you more beyond that, and I will not be entertaining questions about my personal life, maybe a partner could ask me those questions, but I'm not letting you in my head, that's my game, not the other way around :).
Please do your own research beyond this point, it's borderline laziness how often I keep getting asked about this.
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"Why are you so open about it(ASPD)?"
Isn't it obvious? A lot of you can't fathom why someone with ASPD would just openly come out, and admit to people, well I guess I really should've brushed up on this when I first made my post, or at least go into a far more descriptive detail than I had originally, so here goes:
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If I'm ever to lead a sort of a long term relationship based on trust, and honesty, just how in the HELL do you expect me to explain this to you ever so casually? It's best to show your cards in the beginning, this is my own baggage, or some form there of.
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There's two reasons I'm choosing to do this online, and vehemently under anonymity; 99% of you will be irrelevant to me, 99% of you will never meet me, it's just that simple, ergo why wouldn't I just preface my entire description as such, and as brutally honest as possible? Secondly I do not want a partner whom I need to continue to wear a mask for, I want to be me, the real me, the good, the bad, and the ugly.
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What I find the most is women that fetishize the entire ordeal, that's all fine and dandy, but it does show just a lack of understanding about what APSD is as a whole, and to be perfectly blunt, you're wasting my time, I don't need to feed into your lonely thrill romance you spun in your head from watching true crime dramas. More often than not, this what happens, spare us the role-playing, I'm just not that bored.
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"Empathy"
One clear distinction I'd like to make, so I can stop getting asked about it, we DO have empathy, it's just not how YOU experience empathy. Think of a light switch, by default most of the population's is on, ours is off by default, and furthermore we have the ability to turn it on, and off. Yes, it is that simple, yes we use it for manipulation, now stop asking me about this, it's boring to repeat this.
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"Emotions"
Boredom, rage. This is what I'm capable of in the dark, empathy off. I'm constantly seeking stimuli, if you notice by actually looking through my posts, I've moved a ton of times, and always national parks... New atmosphere, new adventures, new dangers, you know, the shit that gets your heart pumping, adrenaline. This is my favorite drug, this is the high I constantly chase to kill the boredom. Rage is just self explanatory, my defaults are animalistic.
I am fully capable of experiencing all emotions, it's just for the most part, because I don't want do, I don't allow myself to.
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"Manipulation"
For the longest time I told myself who cares if I burn bridges in my wake, I'm building a highway in its place. Mostly still true, and I absolutely use it on a daily basis for survival, I must stress, and emphasize survival, here is why; I'm human, like the rest of you, what do you do on a daily basis, if not find means, and ways to survive, and entertain yourself? I know no other way other than to use people to my advantage, I minimize the damage where I can, and move about my daily existence, guilt, and worry free about doing any wrong, an argument could be made that we all use each other in some weight, or capacity, and that's good enough for me.
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I'm sure by now you're probably wondering what the hell any of that has to do with anything, it's simple if the point flew over your head, again. I'm tired of manipulating people, using them, abusing them, discarding them, I didn't grow a conscious I'm not "growing" as a person, but much more likely, I'm just bored of the routine, or the process, which has become the symphony of my life.
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"Love"
I by no means ever want to experience this love you all chase like Alice clumsily falling down the rabbit hole. I've seen it so much in my life it's downright pathetic, and I actually feel bad for those of you that have such strong emotions, see empaths. You're slaves to these emotions, you let people use and manipulate you, you've been hurt, and had your heart ripped from your chest, and it feels like you no longer have purpose, lacking direction, and meaning in life. I merely know this from generally observing humans for most of my natural born life. I'm more than happy to remain the way I have always been, and never wish to experience emotions in the way you do, I find it to be an advantage, one I can apply to more important things in life, like the pursuit of knowledge.
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I hope the psych nerds will now stop asking me these questions, I've paid my dues.
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"Preferences"
My preferences, are just that, a list of my preferences, at no point in any of my writing did I say I was prejudice between one thing, or that I show favoritism. I merely made a chart listing some of the attributes that I myself, personally find to be significant to me, but that isn't to say, or detract from other things. It's the equivalent of asking me if I prefer Metallica, or Megadeth; well I'm going to say I prefer one over the other, but I enjoy both, and the genre as a whole, the genre being women in this case. I enjoy women for my own personal entertainment, and amusement -- which makes it all the more hilarious to me when I get called a misogynist.
so please spare me all your comments, and messages telling me that it's so "intimidating", if my post intimidates you, what can I really even begin to say about that? It doesn't sound like we'd be compatible, or much less you'd be able to accept me as a person, in any case this is a personal issue.
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"You Need Help!"
I know what the help is, they just remind you repeatedly that your actions have consequences, they do not prescribe a medication for this, just therapy, and I know enough already to check myself, it really is that easy.
P.S:
"To My Adoring Fans"
You call me an edge-lord, cringe, and a wide range of inane insults, that truly don't phase me, since I get a lot of these messages, I thought I'd give you my rebuttal; just so you know I sleep naked so that anyone that doesn't like me, can kiss my ass - feel free to visit anytime!
P.S.S: I now operate, function, and walk amongst the elite of the nation; I see my kind everywhere, this is what Rome must of felt like in it's heyday; Cicero you clever bastard... I bid you all adieu -- and depart with this:
{"Το σύμπαν είναι αλλαγή. η ζωή μας είναι αυτό που την κάνουν οι σκέψεις μας.";}
Sincerely,
<~sodomy>

I’m considering moving to Barcelona and have been doing a lot of research about the city. I’ve been hearing some bad things though so I’d like some opinions on if these things are true or really that bad.

1. I’ve heard the city is dirty and smells of urine and sewage and that the beaches are really dirty and crowded and the water is unhealthy to swim in.
   
2. I’ve heard there is alot of drug use and prostitution and crime (such as muggings)
   
3. I’ve heard that the city has become so overrun with tourists and drunks that’s is become too noisy and chaotic to peacefully live there now.
   

Are these things true or really as extreme as some people might say? I’ve heard Valencia might be a nicer city to live in but the thing that draws me to Barcelona is the international community and the abundance of fun things to do in the city. I’m not sure if Valencia will offer the same feeling?

My mom is living with me and I can’t handle it.
After 7 years of living in a city an hour away from home, I have now moved back to this city for college at a great school. Coming back here, my family is a huge burden on me. I do pretty well in life, although being a college student at age 33 I’m still struggling. I have an internship, full time college, and a dog. To make ends meet I am a camgirl as much as I can as it’s easy money and I already work over 50 hours between my internship and school.
6 months ago my mom lost her apartment due to the building being sold. She moved in with my brother, which I knew was a horrible idea, and lived there for 6 months. A few weeks ago, he kicked her out. They were arguing and she threatened to punch his girlfriend, etc. she has not been working as much as most people, part time at an easy job caring for a 3 year old with autism.
When my brother kicked her out, she started staying with her friend. It was not easy as they were fighting all the time and a few days ago, she called me and cried saying she had to get out of there asap and had nowhere to go. I don’t understand this as I had just talked to her friend whom I ran into at the grocery store and she had said they were doing fine, my mom could stay for 2 more months, except she was sitting around all day and not working enough.
When I was 19 I lived with my mom for a year. After never having lived with her before, it was the worst year of my life. One time she had a boyfriend over, and they were fighting at 4 am, I got upset because I worked at 6 am. My mom came out of the room after her boyfriend left and beat me saying “you made him leave it’s all your fault!” That day I went to the hospital and had to have my face drained of blood from two swollen black eyes.
It took me years of therapy to work through this, and I still have trauma from my mom. I have forgiven her so far, but certainly I’m not over it enough to be comfortable with living with her. We don’t get along at all. I’m extremely passive and calm, and she is the complete opposite. Extremely reactive and triggered easily. She can be verbally abusive and violent.
She crashed her car over the weekend. My dog went missing and she took it upon herself to go look for him. I told her not to, as driving around wasn’t going to yield results, and she did anyway. She got into an accident which was her fault as she ran a stop sign. She now has no car, and nowhere to live.
Today she asked me for a ride. I asked her hat for and she said she wants to go hang out with her friend at a hotel. I said, I don’t think that’s a productive use of your time. She blew up and screamed at me, told me she never wants to see me again, and left with all her things.
This past few days I am not doing well. I am not able to cam as she’s in the house all day and it’s just not private enough. I can’t bring myself to tell her that if I’m not doing that I won’t be able to afford my apartment and neither one of us will have a place to live. Her father (my grandfather) has offered her to come stay there in Puerto Rico for a few months as a vacation. She refused this offer, as she doesn’t want to leave her life. I failed my exam today as I’ve been so overwhelmed emotionally that I couldn’t focus. I still have trauma I’m working through with my mom, and I need to be working or I’ll be homeless too. I don’t know how to handle this.

I’m considering moving to Barcelona and have been doing a lot of research about the city. I’ve been hearing some bad things though so I’d like some opinions on if these things are true or really that bad.

1. I’ve heard the city is dirty and smells of urine and sewage and that the beaches are really dirty and crowded and the water is unhealthy to swim in.
   
2. I’ve heard there is alot of drug use and prostitution and crime (such as muggings)
   
3. I’ve heard that the city has become so overrun with tourists and drunks that’s is become too noisy and chaotic to peacefully live there now.
   

Are these things true or really as extreme as some people might say? I’ve heard Valencia might be a nicer city to live in but the thing that draws me to Barcelona is the international community and the abundance of fun things to do in the city. I’m not sure if Valencia will offer the same feeling?

My wife and my two youngest kids are now engrossed in this live cam thing. We need more bingo cards for us to play at night.
Also anyone see the confederate flag super hero on a scooter? Wtf was that?

Just picked up a crunch berries live rosin at sunburn in Jax beach. I love their live rosin carts. The only issue is that on at least 3 of the 8 I’ve got they stop recharging on me and I have probably a 1/3 left. Anyone else have this issue? Is there a way to open it? Thx.