Dreamed about deceased loved one

I don't understand how dating is supposed to work. Per MBTI theory ENTPs are suppose do match with INTJs. I am a 30+ year old man, and I am not going to spend 10K USD to hire psychotherapists to miss the goal like this guy.
The advice on the Internet is contradictory.

• Be yourself
• Be your alternate dimensional best self
• Network through friends
• Don't pester your friends
• Use the apps
• Don't use the apps because the chances are too low
• Go out do hobbies, join groups, touch grass and it just happens
• You have to run sets rejection sets because it doesn't just happen.
• Don't be a creep because of legal and social trouble
• Be a creep because creeps get laid more
• Be vulnerable
• Don't be vulnerable

It just seems like no one knows how it works, but everyone has the answers. It is absurd.

Hey all! After over a year of development my game Idle Brewery is live on both mobile app stores.
It's a classic underdog story of a small craft brewery going up against the big corporate giants.
Incorporates most of the things you'd expect in a craft beer game including:

1. 48 different beers, complete with whimsical labels and absurd names.
2. Wide range of different styles like lagers, pale ales, stouts, IPAs, belgians, sours, etc.
3. A broad array of grains and hops (cascade, citra, galaxy, etc.).
4. Supply and demand management, including dealing with negative marketing from Big Beer!

Now, if you're expecting it to be realistic... I can tell you right now that it's not. I spent months trying to make it work with actual brewhouses, mash tuns, etc. and the game became too complicated and, frankly, not fun.
However it still has many things you'd expect from a classic craft brewery! You can start a mug club, buy a brew dog, cold crash your tanks, add copper piping, etc. It also has some "non-standard" things, like hiring robot bartenders 🙂
If you want to give it a try:

1. Android (Google Play)
2. Apple (App Store)

Anyway, pumped to hear what you all think about it! Started building this a passion project, but have been working on it full time for the past 9 months and plan to continue adding to it. Cheers 🍻

I'm in college and it is around end of semester, which means I have exams for the next 2 weeks. My girlfriend recently got sick, and of course I've been talking to her through the phone, asking her how she is feeling, if she's been better, telling her stuff she could drink or eat to get better. She's feeling pretty bad, but around this time, I cannot risk my grades. I told her I would love to go and take care of her but I simply can't risk getting sick because I need to do these exams. If she hadn't gotten mad at me first, I woul've offered to see her on the weekend, because even thought I still need to study, I want to see her and can make time for that, but she got mad. She says that if she was in the same situation, she would go see me, that some papers aren't as important as a person, and that I'm egotistical for thinking this way and prioritizing my studies. She says that she feels that she can't rely on me because of me choosing not going to see her. I haven't changed my point of view and I told her that. I think that it does not have to do with either if my college is more important or her being "less important", I think it's a matter of timing and when to choose which one to do.
Also, I've not told her this but very clearly the problem is NOT that I only and only ONLY do uni stuff and NEVER hang out with her. We hang out a lot, even though my career requiers lots of studying I still manage making time for her every week and the issue is not this one, it's really this situation in particular.

Hi all,
42yo male with a diagnosis of diverticulosis from CT.
Since about 2019 I've had a dull ache around the left inguinal area. I figured it was a hernia so I never did anything about it because the pain was tolerable.
Then in February of 2023, I became very constipated and the pain in the left inguinal area became worse. What I mean by worse is I had to use a heating pad to help with the pain as well as anti-inflammatory medication. I had trouble sleeping at night due to the pain. This also came with external hemorrhoids. I ended up going to urgent care who said it was probably an inguinal hernia and referred me to surgery. I then went to the surgery consult and they ordered a CT scan to verify the presence of a hernia. Since I had a couple of bowel movements during one week, they just said I was constipated and needed more fiber in my diet.
The CT did not ahow a hernia, rather they found diverticulosis without evidence of acute diverticulitis and splenomegaly (enlarged spleen). They ordered a bunch of blood work and the most significant findings were elevated ferritin (1145 ng/mL), ESR (27 mm/hr), and CRP (2.74 mg/dL) which all suggest increased systemic inflammation. Of note, I was going through a gout flare during the time of this blood test which may have contributed to the increased inflammation. I also have a diagnosis of non-alcoholic fatty liver disease which also would contribute to the increased inflammation. However, that is a different story. Got to love incidental findings on imaging. Very anxiety-provoking while at the same time good so that you can address the issues.
Anyhow, I continue to have this dull pain around the left inguinal area that radiates to the lower abdominal region above my genitals from time to time. It seems to get worse when I eat and feels the best in the mornings before I eat.
Do any of you with a diagnosis of diverticulosis have this same dull pain that persists for years? It's not excruciating by any means, but it is annoying and ever-present. I recently fasted for 3 days and that seems to have helped the pain, but when I started introducing broth and other clear liquids, the pain comes back. My doctor says it's not diverticulitis because of my age and because I don't have any of the classic symptoms like fever and changes in my stool.
I'm wondering if even just one diverticula could be infected which is causing the issue. Or maybe this is something completely unrelated. I've had an ultrasound and a CT of the area and they didn't find anything else like polyps so I'm wondering if this is just the nature of diverticulosis.
Thanks for any insight.

My neighbor (who isn’t the greatest) planted a long row of trees, clearly intended to act as some kind of barriefence. Each one is about 20 feet tall. Normally I wouldn’t care but they are blocking a nice view. I do know that certain trees on the edge of a property are fine but this isn’t just one isolated tree

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For some reason, the hyperlinks from my older posts are not pasting new posts. I tried the various suggestions regarding pasting in edit mode and in markdown mode and still not working like it used to for me. And it would take days to recreate and I think there is some setting I'm not aware of. Any suggestions would be most welcome. The only real option at this time is to [GO HERE] for PMS. CLAD [GO HERE]. There you will find my full inventories with pics and or vid links all on one google doc spreadsheet. What is posted here is a very small slice of what is available. The document is always current, so you can browse it at any time for the most current inventory.
Grading. Grades are approximated and used to price point the coin. If you see something on a coin that you believe alters the grade, send a chat and, let's discuss it. In previous posts, I have had absolutely NO extra space to get wordy as you get cut off at like 40,000 some such characters. With the spreadsheet links, I can now get into more details about a coin, but not Im going to retroactively adjust descriptions.
Details, cleaned or polished means this coin will not likely grade and refers to the most obvious examples. That does not mean that one that is not designated as such will grade. I do not consider a dipped coin a details designation. Cleaned to me means there are cleaning lines, and often in the eyes of a grading company it is a matter of degree. Most mid-1800s proof coins have cleaning lines that are straight-graded. Typically I do not designate a coin with modest cleaning lines as cleaned or other minor detractors that MAY hold back a straight grade but instead, place a lower price on it. Many of these raw coins will not straight grade. Again, Im only going to call out the obvious examples, and we can discuss any coin you need more info on to make a decision. If you are planning on submitting your coin, please ask if I think the coin will grade. Early copper for instance is notorious for environmental damage yet the coin is still attractive for the type set collector. Again if you are planning on getting a coin graded or even just want more confidence about it, let's review the coin under a microscope and even UV light, etc, video.
I use "Making the Grade" Third edition to estimate grades. I also use the narrow definition of Scott travers when calling a coin uncirculated (no breaking in luster on the high points). Often, I have a coin slabbed in my PC that serves as a comparison. BU to me means a very choice example of an uncirculated. MS62-MS66. IF YOU ARE NOT happy with your purchase SAY SO. Don't be shy. Full refunds for coins that do not meet your expectations are encouraged.
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Half Cent
1809 VG10 $60
Large Cent
1794 Large Cent VF details $800 (Bids $1675 in VF20 and a VF details sold on eBay for $1600)
1795 Condor token $45
1802 VG $120
1802 Cent F15 Nice coin $260 (below bid)
1803 VG10 $150
1803 F $240
1812 Sm Date VF $500 (grey $700) off-center strike
1817 Large Cent with 13 Stars $120
1817 XF $160 13 stars
1818 VG10 $30
1819/8 VF30 Rare $125
1820 VF $45
1845 VG/F $20
1846
1846 XF Tall Date $90
1847 VF+/XF $35
1848 F+ $25
1849 VG/F $24
1850 VF+ $35
1855 VF/XF rim dings $20
1855 AU+ $120
1854 $20
1888 1C Canadian AU $5
Indian
1860 VG10 Details $12
1861 VF $60
1863 $8
1863 $8
1864 Bronze VF $45
1864L G weak L $40
1865 Fancy 5 XF $42
1866 F $80
1868 AG $25
1870 Shallow N VG6 $100
1870 XF40 Bold N $225 (Cleaned with a jewelers cloth) Bid is $335, CPG $436 so steeply discounted
1871 IHC VG10 $120
1875 VG $22 Lt Graffitt
1876 $40
1876 VG $40
1878 IHC XF45 $225 (nice coin)
1881 XF $25
1884 XF $28
1886 Ty2 F $38
1889 VF $8
1889 XF/AU Rev-glue $20
1895 XF45 $20
1895 MS++ $75
1900 BU-RB $80
1900 G $2
1902 AU $5
1904 VF30 $3.50
1905 XF+ $4
1907 BURD ~ MS63 $120
1908s VF $120
1908S XF$160
Lincoln
1914D VG8 NGC $220
1930S 1C PCGS MS65RD $110
1931S 1C NGC MS64 RB $210
1937 MS66RD $50
1937 MS66RD $50
1939 MS66RD $34
1948D PCGS MS66RD $60
1950 MS66RD $80
1950D MS66RD $42
1951S MS66RD $42
1954 PCGS MS64RD x 2 $6
1954 PCGS MS65RD $8
1941-1961D mostly BU Lincoln Set $50
1942 $2
1944 BURD $4
1952S BURD $5
1954 BURD $2
1954D BURD $4
1958 BURD $2
1960 BURD+ $1
1960 BURD++ $1
2C Pieces
1864 x 4 $22 ea
1864 damaged $10
1865 $20
1866 $27
1870 2C AU58 $195 (below bid)
Clad 3C
1865 & 1868 3 Cent $20 both
1867 VF $21
1868 VG $18
1881 VF $25
Shield Nickels
1867 5C Choice AU $110
Liberty Nickels
1885 G $240
1897 AU+ $70
1903 G $1.50
1906 UNC $80
1907 AU+ 5C (arguably unc) $55
1908 XF $20
1910 XF+ $32
1911 XF+ $25
Silver 3C
1851 F $45
1852 VG $38
1852 F $45
1852 3C PCGS AU53 $175
1853 G $30
1853 VG $38
1853 F $45
Buffalo
1913 Ty ! AU+ $22
1913D Ty1 AU $45
1913S Ty1 AU $80
1916D VF+ $28
1916S F15 $80
1919 VG $2.5
1919 VF $6
1924 F $3
1924 XF $20
1926 s VG/F$55
1927 XF+ $11
1928 VG $2
1928 D AU+ 5C $50
1929 x 6 f/VF $1.50 ea
1929S XF $13
1930 VF$5
1934 VF $4
1934D VF $9
1935D XF+ $25
1935 S AU55 $25
1936D VF30 $4
1936S AU+ $20
1937XF+ $4
1937 UNC Blue electric tint $16
1937D AU
1938D MS65 NGC $60
1938D BU $20
1938D MS65 Range $35 PIC
1938D MS 65/6 $40
Jefferson
1938S BU $6.50
1942 and 1942D $.25
1943S 35% BU $10 x 2
Bust Half Dimes
1831 AU58 WOW $285 (bid is $375)
1835 F12 Bust Lg Date Sm 5C $65 (grey $83)
1835 F/VF $90
1836 Capped Bust H10C AU det. $150 (rim nicks, Lt. hairlines)
Seated Half Dimes
1852 F $30
1853 H10c XF45 $80
1856 VF $30 cleaned
Bust Dimes
1830 G+ $50 (bid ~$70)
1831 VG8 $50
1833 VG $42
1833 VG $45
1833 F12 $84 (F15 obv, VG10 rev)
1833 VF30 $120 (grey $120)
1834 AG/G $35 (below bid)
1835 F15 Obv, VG Rev $75
1835 XF $200 (below bid)
Seated Dimes
1853 VF $36
1854 F $22
1862 F+ $30
1876CC G/VG $22
1877CC G details rev damage
1877CC AG $5.50
1877CC G (rev nic) $20
1886 VG $15
Barber
1892 XF+ $70
1901 VF$12
1902 AU58 $90
1904 VF $12
1905 UNC$140
1905 XF+ $30
1908 VG$5.50
1910 VF $12
1911 VG $6
1911S VF$22
1912 AU+ +$80
1912D XF45 $35
1913 VG $6
1913 XF+ $25
1914D XF $24
1916 F12 $4
Mercury Dimes Losta Mercury dates on the spreadsheet
1916D NGC AG3 Cleaned $685
1921 F15 $90
1926 G $2.75
1931 VG $6
1931S VG $9
1931S F+ $12
1934 VF $3
1937 XF $3
1937D VF $3.50
1938 PF66 NGC $340
1940 UNC FSB $20
1941 F $2.20
1941 PCGS AU50 $10
1942S BU $8 (I have multiples)
1943 FSB$14
1943D BU $10
1943D BU FSB $16
1943S BU $10 (I have more of these)
1944 BU++ $18
1944D MS66 FSB $60
1945 BU $10 (I have many more of these)
Roosie
1954 PCGS PR67 $40
1960 NGC PF67CAM $22
1963 PCGS PR68CAM $25
1984S PCGS PR69DCAM$8
1993S PR69DCAM $10
1955S 10C BU$3 (x50)
1993S PR69DCAM silver $12
1997S PR69DCAM $10
1998S PCGS PR69DCAM $8
2006S PCGS PR69DCAM $10
2009S PCGS PR69DCAM Silver $12
2011S PCGS PR69DCAM Silver $12
1947D BU $3
1948D BU $3
1948D BU $3
1953 BU $3
1953D BU $3
1955S BU $3
20 Cent Pieces
1875S ANACS Soapbox EF40 $240
1875S 20C XF45 $250
Bust Quarters
1834 25C VF30 $170
1836 VF30 scratch $140
1836 VF35 $200
Seated quarters
1854 arrows F filled hole $20
1857 F details $20
1857 XF45 $120 (could swing AU)
1876 XF $62
1876S AG $18
1876s VG $25
1876s F+ $36
1877 G $18
1877 25C XF Details repaired $15
1877 CC VG $50
1877S G $18
1891 VF $48
Barber Quarters better
1892 XF45 $90 Rainbow tone
1894S AG/G $13.50
1897 VG $10
1899 VG x 3 $9
1899 AU58 (problem free) $160
1901 AU+ $110
1905S AG $35
1906D G + $6.50
1907O $6
1907S G $10
1908 VG $8
1908D AG/G $6.00
1909D G $6.25
1910D G $12
1911 AU+ $135
1911 D F15 $175 (rare this nice)
1912 VG $8
1914 VG $8.50
1915 S VG $38 PIC (704,000 pop) Grey bid is $46
1915D $6
1916D XF $45
1916D VF $25
1916D G $6.50
1916D VG $9
1916D VG+ $9
1916D AU $110
SLQ
1917 Ty1 F+ $60
1918D BU FH $400
1920 VG$15
1920 F $20
1920 VF20 $15 Rev scratch
1923 VG+ $18
1925 MS63+$285
1926 VG $7.50
1926 F $9
1926D VG$15
1926D F $24
1926S G+ $9
1926S F $15
1927 VF $12
1927 VF $12
1927D Gx 4 $13 ea
1927D VG $17
1927D VG10 $22
1927S VG $60
1927S VG+ $68
1928 VG $7.5
1928 F $8
1928 F15 $12
1928S VG $8
1928s VG10 $8
1928S F $12
1929 VG $7.50
1929 VG10 $8
1929 VF $12
1929D F $12
1930S VG $7.50
1930S VF $12
1930S XF 1 2 3 4 $30
1930S XF45 2 $45
Slabbed Washingtons
1944 NGC MS66 $50
1950 NGC MS66 $50
1954S NGC MS65 $28
1956 PCGS PR68 $60
1958 PCGS PR67 $25
2004S TX PCGS PR69DCAM $15
2005S CA PCGS PR69DCAM $15
Washington 25C
1932D XF $155
1932 D AU $275
1932S AU+ cleaned $130
1934 AU+ $20
1934 BU $35
1935D VG $5.75
1945S BU 25C $22
1954D BU+ $12
1956 BU++ x18 $10 ea
1957 PROOF+ $16 PIC
1958D AU+ $5.75
1959D MS63 $8
1960D UNC $5.75
1960D Blast BU $7.50
1962 Proof $8
1963 Proof $8
Bust Halves
1823 Ugly 3 VF25 $300 (scratch)
1824 XF45 $210
1826 VF25 $115
1827 Sq base, no knob XF45 $185
1829 F $85 sm letters
1830 VF Lg 0 O-122 R1 $100
1830 XF45 ANACS (Lg0,sm Let) $220
1833 VF20 $90 1833 VF20 $85
1834 Large Date Small Letter F12 $75
1835 Capped Bust Half F12 $80 (obv F15, rev VG)
1835 VF $95
1835 XF Details (scratch rev) $120
1836 LE VF30 $90
1836 LE VF20 $85
1836 LE XF45 50C $225
Seated Halves
1843O 50C AU53 $425
1854 50C G $40
<1854> F light rev scratch $58
1857o 50c AU55 $500 (way below bid)
1860 50c AU $375 (bid)
1860O AG $30
1867S AU58 $750 (super flashy)
1873 50C W Arrows XF $185
1875 VF30 $90
1876 50c XF $125
Walkers
1917D Obv G $25
1917D rev PIC $24
1917S G $14
1919D $35
1919D 50C G $40
1919S AG $20
1920 F rim ding $18
1937 UNC $60
1938D F Cleaned $60
1938D VF30 $100 (CPG $128)
1939D AU $30
1940S BU++ $70
1941 AU+ $22
1942 AU$20
1942 UNC $30
1943 BU $38
1943 AU+ $22
1943D AU $20
1945S MS65 CAC Fatty NGC $165
1947 D BU++ $55
Franklin Slabs
1950D PCGS MS64FBL $70
1955 PCGS MS64 $34
1963 NGC MS65 $35
Kennedy Halves 1965 SMS MS67 $40 1982S PR69DCAM $10
Seated Dollars
1859O Seated VF30 $430
Graded Morgans
1880/9 PCGS MS63 $180
1881S MS64 CAC Fatty NGC $140
1881S MS64 NGC Fatty $120
1881 CC PCGS MS63 $775
1883O Binion BU NGC $120
1883S NGC AU50 $180
1885 MS64 ANACS
1885O MS63 Rattler $110
1885O MS64 NGC Fatty $120
1886 PCGS BU $90
1886 PCI MS63 $75
1887 NGC BU Binion (~MS62) $150
1887S PCGS AU58 $150 PL mirrors
1889CC Morgan NGC VF35 $2750
1889CC Morgan NGC F12 $1350
1889S PCGS AU55 $180
1892 AU58 $310 (one of those 58s that looks better than a 61)
1921 Binion $90
Peace Dollars
1921 F $170
1921 XF $250
1921 XF45 $250
1921 AU $275
1921 NGC MS62 Peace $650
1922D AU (rim) $34
1923 MS60 bag marks $34
1924 VF $34
1924 AU+ $38
1925 AU $36
1925 AU $38
1925 BU $45
1925 UNC+$42
1925S NGC MS61 $190
1926 XF $36
1926D F $32
1926 D AU55 $80
1926 S UNC $100
1927 XF $40
1927 AU $60
1927 AU58 $80
1927 AU58 $80
1927 UNC hairlines $100
1927 AU53 $65
1927S AU $90
1927S AU+ $125
1928 Key Date UNC+ $400
1928 BU $420 (450 grey ms60)
1928S VF+/XF $36
1928 S VF30 Rev ding $40
1928S XF $40
1928 S AU $100
1928 S AU+ $125
1934D F $35
1934D VF $38
1934D VF $38
1934D Peace XF $70
1935S F $34
1935S VF $36
$1 Presidential
2007 John Adams MS65 No edge lettering $95
Commemoratives
1918 Abe Half $220
2009P PCGS Abe Lincoln $1 $80
2020 PCGS PR70 DCAM End of WWII Medal $270 (holder has wear) $779 Ebay.
Others
1888 1C Canadian AU $15
1968 Mexican Olympic Dollar $25
1883 Hawaii MS60 $250
1953 Cinco Peso $21 (one with hasp remains)

Yeah that quote sums me up to a T. This isn’t a self pity post but I’d hope you’d hear my story or lack of one. Ultimately I know this isn’t therapy but I’d just like some help.
I’m a 23 (m) virgin, have no qualifications to my name due to being bullied at school my entire I was there which means I never really tried (my own fault). Had few friends growing up. My parent while loving and caring, were really useless growing or maybe I was just useless child, I’m not sure but anyway I still live with them.
Anyway at 19 I moved to the countryside with my parents a really low populated place in the uk so I have nobody really besides my parents.
I’ve tried joining clubs like boxing and other activities, I’ve never had a GF in my life, never been to a party or any of the ‘normal’ stuff I’m 24 this year really just feel like giving up even tho I don’t want too.
I’ve tried every conventional thing within my power that I can, I work out in the gym, I do Yoga , I’ve done boxing with sparring. I’ve sought out medical help and therapy privately via my savings even though it cost a lot. But at the end of the day it’s just me by myself walking down the street or ending the day by crying myself to sleep. I Just want help, directions to get better.

Please delete if this type of post isn’t allowed.
Hi I’m a recently new mom, baby will be 1 in July and starting daycare in August. Most of my jobs have been in ECE or some type of childcare setting, so I know how valuable nap time is for teachers as it’s typically the only true break they get. Up until August at least one parent has been home with my daughter and we’ve just followed her tired cues or if we’re doing errands she’ll fall asleep when we’re in the car. However, starting now I want to try to get her on the daycare schedule so it’s an easy transition, but she struggles to fall asleep on her own for naps. This is new so my routine is just following our typical bed time routine but at 12:00 when the daycare has nap but it’s not going well. Does anyone have tips on how to ease this transition so my baby isn’t ruining nap time when she starts in August?
*Also worried about getting her used to a cot. Should I buy one to get her used to that before starting?

Hello everyone, would this be considered a good deal? I really do like the RAV4s and I found this one recently that stood out to me. I haven’t seen the vehicle as yet, I went to the dealership but they told me it’s on its way from another Toyota dealership in the state (living in PA). I know the market is crazy right now, even for used vehicles so I’m interested to know if this would be a really good deal for a vehicle I’d end up keeping for 5 or more years.
Note also that I’m new to the US, been here for 8 months and so I’m still building my credit. I do have a decent job working in IT making close to 80k annually). If anyone has any advice I’d love to hear it. Thank you

I'm reposting a previous post that included a poll, because people who aren't embryologists were voting and there was no way to tell the professional answer from the non-professional one. Apologies! Previous post:
Hi everyone, thank you so much for all you do, both in your day jobs and on here!
We are fortunate to be moving on to the transfer stage with PGT tested euploid embryos. Since they are all euploid, we figure the best way to select which to transfer first is to go by the "best quality". But, I'm not sure what that is! Obviously I'll ask my clinic their opinion, but I would love to see what you all think as well. Which of these would you choose to transfer first?
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• Day 5 4BB
• Day 6 6AA
• Day 6 4AB
• Day 6 3BB

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We actually have two day 6 4ABs, so if that's considered the best I guess we'll flip a coin? We do have "Mitosure" scores from Progenesis that could be a tiebreaker but even they admit they have little evidence to suggest it matters. If you have opinions on that I'd love to hear it as well.
Thank you!

I'm in college and it is around end of semester, which means I have exams for the next 2 weeks. My girlfriend recently got sick, and of course I've been talking to her through the phone, asking her how she is feeling, if she's been better, telling her stuff she could drink or eat to get better. She's feeling pretty bad, but around this time, I cannot risk my grades. I told her I would love to go and take care of her but I simply can't risk getting sick because I need to do these exams. If she hadn't gotten mad at me first, I woul've offered to see her on the weekend, because even thought I still need to study, I want to see her and can make time for that, but she got mad. She says that if she was in the same situation, she would go see me, that some papers aren't as important as a person, and that I'm egotistical for thinking this way and prioritizing my studies. She says that she feels that she can't rely on me because of me choosing not going to see her. I haven't changed my point of view and I told her that. I think that it does not have to do with either if my college is more important or her being "less important", I think it's a matter of timing and when to choose which one to do.
Also, I've not told her this but very clearly the problem is NOT that I only and only ONLY do uni stuff and NEVER hang out with her. We hang out a lot, even though my career requiers lots of studying I still manage making time for her every week and the issue is not this one, it's really this situation in particular.

So I’ve written on here before that I struggled with a percocet addiction last year and parts of this year. I was clean for sometime only really due to the fact that I didn’t have an outlet to get more.
While I wasn’t coping with the fact I my only source of basic level happiness was gone. I came on here saying I had really vivid dreams about the blue pills and the cravings and withdrawals were really taking a toll on my mental health.
Now I’m in contact with my psychiatrist and take my meds regularly; have been for about 4 months. Recently, i’ve been feeling better and came to grips with reality.
That was thrown off track about a week ago when I finally found someone who sold them again. Apart of me was really excited, the thing that I had relied on for so long is basically at my fingertips. The other part of me was scared to fall back into that dark place where I had no control over my cravings. I lied to the people that loved me unconditionally. Yet, I still bought them.
Once i got them in my hands, I stared at them for a minute. Those two little light blue pills that would glow so bright and haunt my dreams for months, caused me to cry myself to sleep most nights and made me feel like total shit when I was away from them. Then I remembered what it was like to be under their spell, I quickly prepped and took one.
I closed my eyes in anticipation and waited for the high to hit me. And when it did I sighed in relief, the hunger had finally stopped. They help me sleep so I took a super long nap. This wasn’t what i wanted though, I guess being away from them for so long I had begun to glorify the feeling of the high.
The same happened with the second pill. I don’t feel so compelled to buy more. I’m not disappointed, Im slightly relieved that the high wasn’t wasn’t as glorious as I imagined. Is this normal? I feel extremely guilty for breaking my clean streak.

So it looks like I am going to go to New York in September to the NYCIM clinic to get Lyme treatment. It’s obviously outrageously expensive so I’ve been trying to do some wood burning on the side to raise some extra money. Mostly coasters and small team logos/birds etc.
Anyways I am on this app called the TEMU app and it’s basically like a discount store. They give you a bunch of credits for new users so I was going to share my link here and hopefully one or two people can use it to download the app and help me out. I’m Going to throw the link in the comments.
I know it looks sketchy but I swear to god it’s not. You can look up the app and read whatever you want about it before you download it just please use my link if you do.
I also know this a weird thing to post in this sub but as most of you know at some point you just have to try anything you can to get better and this is my weird shot in the dark I suppose. I am trying to get a laser engraver to speed up how fast I can make these because I can only sit down and work on them for a short period of time before my back and hands start to hurt.
I really appreciate anyone who helps I promise you don’t have to buy anything/spend any money just get the app and I get a credit. Thank you so much to anyone who does this and if you ever need to get credits or anything on there just send a link to me and I will be happy to click on it for you.
P.S. if you want some wood burned coasters PM me!!!

Never have had a job that took more than 2 interviews. I’m a freelancer that started with agency work and have just had my first interview for a Marketing Comms Manager.
What should I expect from the next 2 steps? I know step 2 is meeting with their marketing staff, which is 2 people. I was kind of nervous on the phone call so I forgot what she said about the 3rd step, which I think was with some executives or a larger part of the team? I know she mentioned a writing sample.
I know I am qualified to do this job as it’s an industry I love and know extremely well. The main issue is I only have one solid marketing reference which is my current job, and it’s hard to track down freelance clients and ask them to be a ref.
Guess I’m just looking for pointers on how to go forward.

Recently I have been getting errors back while pulling option chain info. I have been doing this for over a year. I am pulling about 12 different symbol full option chain every 30-60 seconds. I am being told I am not within the rate limits of the API and is why I am getting internal errors back. Why wouldnt it tell me I am exceeding the rates? Or send something other then a 500 back. I feel like no one wants to actually look into it... and that is the easy answer. Anyone know of a posted place showing the rates or amount of data per minute?
I do see they are planning a maintenance window end of next week... maybe they are gonna fix some things?

Hey all,
I'm about to start up an EotE game for some friends of mine, as we're coming to the end of of a 2½ yr Witcher campaign. We'll be using the Escape from Mos Shuuta and Long Arm of the Hutt starter adventures to kick off a homebrew campaign. One of my players has floated the idea of doing an undercover ISB Agent, who had been informing the Empire on the actions of Teemo the Hutt. When whatever causes the PCs to flee happens, he gets caught up with them and will be on the run as well. We discussed him trying to use Stealth to secretly check in with his handler, and potentially having to sabotage the party at certain points. Though he would eventually come to like the crew and respect them and have his alliance to the Empire challenged.
However, what I'm not sure how to do sneaky PvP checks with the narrative dice that FFGSWRPG uses. Does anyone have any suggestions on how I can roll for things like him sabotaging the hyperdrive? I know he can send me his sabotage roll secretly, but how would I handle the Pilot making an Astrogation check, but automatically failing? Or would I not have them roll, and just tell them that they try to calculate the jump, but when they "punch it," nothing happens?